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Wish I knew safety.
Wish nothing phased me.
Wish I felt more than just feelings of unrest.
Wish the darkness didn't cloud me.
Wish I wasn't an emotional wreck

You might hate Ghost Busters.
You might hate American Nightmare.
You might have no clue what a Criterion is.
The only thing that matters is you hate Olives, and I love them.
You have my heart.

I'm turning into a monster.
This past week has been one giant reality check.
I need to get my shit together and fast.
Nothing is guaranteed in my life.
Especially someone as amazing as you.
I'm a fucking idiot.

I need to grow the fuck up.

I can't wait to graduate.

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you post this on your journal.

I love my life
=]

Right now I feel awsome.
She's amazing.
I've never been happier.

I just wish I could show her that I'm not going anywhere.
And that she's all I've wanted and needed.
Ever since that day I met her I wanted something more.
And now I've finally got it and its more than I'd ever expected.
I just wish she felt the security I'm trying to offer her.
=/

My dad buys loto tickets.
Wins $28.
Takes money my mom set aside for us to buy food while she's at work.
Takes around $40/$50.
Takes piles of bottles and cans to the redemption center.
Speeds away in his car without a word to go do drugs.

All this before I am awake to tell him not to come back.
Before I can tell him that I don't concider him my dad.
Before I can tell him alot of things.

I'm a fucking wreck.
He's a fucking joke.

I can't help but get a feeling that something isn't right.
=/

I just don't know
 

 
 
Sup mojo jojo: sorry about that
Dear Alainaa: ahah its ok :]
Sup mojo jojo: but what where you saying earlier about how heide said i was skinny when i was with her?
Dear Alainaa: she said u wanted to feel good and u were skinny and wanted to look good and i was like,um its called being comfertable?
Sup mojo jojo: shes retarded
Sup mojo jojo: was she calling me fat or something?
Dear Alainaa: yes.
Sup mojo jojo: when was this?
Dear Alainaa: last night
Sup mojo jojo: has she said any other stuff like that about me?
Dear Alainaa: just that, and u should bewith someone not slutty, bla b;ah
Sup mojo jojo: oh yeah....like someone who has unprotected drunken 3-ways with a stranger
Dear Alainaa: BAHAHAHAHHAHA
Sup mojo jojo: because thats classy as fuck
 
 
 
tightjeans Scene: hey
Sup mojo jojo: hi
Sup mojo jojo: what do you want?
tightjeans Scene: whats up
Sup mojo jojo: nothing much
Sup mojo jojo: you?...talking more shit about not only myself but my girlfriend aswell?
tightjeans Scene: i want to talk to u later im at the mall waiting 4my ride my kitty got hit this morn
Sup mojo jojo: i dont want to talk to you
tightjeans Scene: i dnt understand y. i want 2settle things can we talk later? plz
Sup mojo jojo: no
Sup mojo jojo: i'm done
Sup mojo jojo: call me fat, call my girlfriend a slut talk all the shit you want heide but i'm not going to give into your shit
Sup mojo jojo: idc if i sound mean or heartless but this is me standing up for not only myself but for my girlfriend because unlike you she has class
Sup mojo jojo: so go type a myspace bulletin about how, 'oh my life sucks my ex b/f wont take me back' because frankly i dont gove a fuck...xJOE FUCKN' REEDx
tightjeans Scene signed off at 7:39:56 PM.




I've never been so mad in my life.
If I ever see that girl again I'm ripping her fucking throat out.
 

 
 
Bottom line...I have the best girlfriend ever.
End of story.
<3
 

I'm falling so hard for her.
Every day it gets better and better.
Ever since we've been together I just feel so happy.
I'm the luckiest boy in the world right now.
Everything she does is soooo cute.
And its those little things that get me the most.
Like how whenever we hug she waddles her legs apart and holds her arms out wide.
That stuff makes me smile to no end.
=]
I guess it really is true what they say.
"Good things come to those who wait."
<3
 
 

 
 
 
 So yesterday was fun.
I went to the mall with Mary, Dale, Megan, and Alexxa.
We where supposed to go see World Trade Center but we got there like 10 mins into it.
Even though we all know how it ends I'm still pissed I didn't see it.

Yeah that whole diet thing is starting TODAY lol.
God damn Taco Bell.

And I think it would be safe to say that everyone was at the mall yesterday.
Jasmine and her friend who's name escapes me right now.
Shannon and her friends.
Sean.
Ashley.
That one girl who's name I've never known.
Chis Putzer.
Ben Shaw.
And there where two more people but I can't think of who they where.

Yeah it was pretty cool.
I don't think Jasmine likes me very much. =/
And I think I was annoying Alexxa.


But what are ya gonna do?
=/
 
 

 
 
 
Today is the start of my diet.
Wish me luck.
 
 
 
 
 

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All the Pop-Punk and John Cusack in the world can't save me now.

So today was Jackie's grad. party.
Tom and his brother Gary came and picked Mary and I up.
Then we went and picked up Christine and Shannon.
I missed them both alot.
Then we stopped by Tom's house to pick up some stuff.
We got to Jackie's house and I started to get butterflies.
I was so nervous about meeting Jasmine.
Like you have no idea.
And then we went into her little porch thing and I looked over and I saw her.
She was so fucking beautiful....so then ofcorse the butterflies rushed back in.
She came up to me and she gave me a big hug...I liked it.
She's a good hugger.
=]

Then we all sat around and talked and joked around.
It was pretty fun.
Then Jackie and I went out on her tramp.
It was so much fun.
I missed her alot.
Then we went back in and had food and stuff.
Then Chris Putzer came over with this girl I forget her name.
She was nice.
Then the three of us went out on the tramp.
And I ripped my pants.
14m3.
Then we all hung out and stuff and Jasmine and I went out on the swings.
And then she sat on the end of the slide and I snuck up on her and slid down and I just held her.
It was really nice. Like one of the greatest feelings people take for grantid.
And we talked and laughed and it was fun.
And then she looked up at me and she just looked so fucking adorable it was amazing. lol.
So she pursed her lips and I leaned down and we had a really really nice kiss.
Nothing really long or over dramatic, but not short and weak.
It was just right.
And then later that night I pulled Jasmine aside even though I was really nervous.
I pulled her in close to me and I told her that I really wanted to ask her this in person because it was special for me and I was like, "Will you be my girlfriend?"

She immidatly smiled and nodded her head and a rush of relief swept over me and I gave her a big kiss.
It was the highlight of my evening.
That and Christine and I's wrestling match on the tramp.
That bitch got pwnd.
Pwnd hard.
SOOOOO much fun. No joke.
And the Sean, and Ben shaw came and we hung out.
Then after a while we decided we'd better leave.
So I said goodbye to everyone and goodnight to Jasmine and we left.
Ben Shaw is so fucking jelous he can't grow mass facial hair like me.
I was like....ppppffffttttt I'm Joe Reed nigga.
=]


But yeah, I just hope things between Jasmine and I work out.
Sometimes I get the feeling I like her more than she likes me.
But there's really nothing I can do about that.
So I'm just gonna take it slow and see how it goes.
=/

hey this is pat.. not joe.. and well we're haning out.. and umm about to go swimming near steve's house.. trying to get people to go.. yeah give us a call!! and joe definatly needs to go out with that one chick that wrote the lj about him.. it would be cute

So yeah...I haven't really been on in a while since I've updated.
Nothing monumentous really happend since my last entry.
Well....besides Stubenville and hanging out with amazing kids.

I'm off to go shopping with mommy.
I'll elaborate later.

<3





ps. Joe met a girl.
She's really nice, and charming....and I like it.
Alot.

...Again....I'll elaborate later.

For the first time in his life...


























Joseph steven Reed made honor roll.
my mother was in tears.